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My throat has been on fire the last few days ...

I am angry and holding it in because I am afraid of hurting your feelings. It’s not personal though. I am not judging you. I don’t think I am better than you in any way shape or form. I am not higher than you, more evolved than you.

I’m not your Mother, your guru, your leader – I am you. Or I was. Both I guess.

I want to know…

Where are you?

Two different women reached out to me this week and were ready to sign up and do the work. They both bailed. I don’t take it personally, years ago maybe, but it has nothing to do with me. My concern is not who it’s being done with, it’s that it’s not being done at all.

Avoidance is a disease and it’s killing us.

Why won’t you show up for yourself and by extension your people? What stops you from listening / hearing the call? What is more important?

There’s a lot of bullshit going around – false claims that people in this space can heal you. They can’t. I am not a healer. I am channel, I am a space holder, I am a facilitator – but you are the healer. YOU are the healer.

So what about those patterns, those cycles those demons? Why do you hide behind your screen, or that drink, or that fuck? Where are we?

There is no way to make this existence easy. The pendulum swings. Shifts happen, some subtle, others earth shattering. There are doors slammed and windows cracked open – life is not one note. We can numb out all we want but it will live on until we decide to release it.

What is holding you back? What is bubbling up? What is on the other side of mind numbing, paralyzing fear?

Time to find out.

I’m calling out to you. Let me be clear – this is not about shame, this is about work.

Nina Endrst